Neway, end of final exam means holiday is here!! Yeah!! Though it's oni 1 or 2 weeks, but it's better than none, rite? I really enjoyed tis semester, though the subjects for this sem is REALLY TOUGH. I tell u, I nearly go insane several times due to the stress. Luckily my frens n family were there to pull me bec to normal. Tat's y throughout the sem, I was a bit moody at certain period n tend to isolate myself from the gang.
However, during tis sem, I learnt sumthing: Life is not all abt ur grades n achievements. There're other things which is important too, such as enjoying ur college life. Come on, college life is supposed to be fun, rite? Being in the last sem of my 2nd year in Biotech, I suddenly realized tat I've wasted my life here in UCSI! OMG! We never organize any party or trip. Isn't tat boring? Or rather, DEAD?
Tat's when I started to change myself. B4 tis I'm the quiet or maybe shy-shy (Quoted from Floppy) type. Kekeke... Wait, not to say shy lar, but I'm still trying to get used to the new environment, such as the ppl n the language they speak here. Bec at my hometown, I usually speak Cantonese or Hakka. Tat's y when I 1st came here, I heard most of the students here speak English. Wah seh, tension, man! My English is not soooo gud ler. Aih, but I have to speak English oso. It was awkward at 1st, but as time goes by, I'm starting to get used to it.
Ok, bec to the topic. I finally realize tat there's no use in being such a quiet n anti-social person. I oni got 1 life, so y dun I just enjoy it? For those who knew me since first year, I'm sure they've notice the changes in me, rite? I'm starting to mix ard wif different groups rather than stick to 1 group. If ppl dun approach me, fine, I'll go ahead n approach them. There's no harm in knowing more frens, isn't it? It's fun to organize a trip or go out wif a bunch of frens. At least I'll have some sweet memories during my studies in UCSI. Tis is important cos it might be one of the driving factor for me to move on. When I was studying here, I kept on thinking bec of the fun and silly moments I had wif my gals during secondary school.
Speaking of which, I really have to thank Marchy n Pinky for always being there for me. Wat Marchy said is rite: If ur life is dull, make it happening! *Lots of hugs n kisses to Marchy*. Wat she said is true! There's no use in complaining how tired u feel, how bored u are, unless U urself do sumthing abt it. Be the catalyst n ignite the fun! Summore, Pinky is always willing to listen to all my complaints n problems. *Angelus apologize if she ever iritated Pinky bcos of tis* Besides, there're moments tat I'm really stress n I might've said sumthing wrong or hurt any1's feelings. *Again, Angelus nid to apologize!* LOL! Tis might end up as a blog to say sorry to my fellow ji muis n frens. Ok la, ok la, I'll stop. Oh, b4 tat, not to 4get d rest of my ji muis n frens, too! Really love u all 4 being there for me when I'm down or moody or watsoeva la. Muakss...
In the future, I'll try to be more optimistic n push all the negative thoughts aside.
